Dear Diary...
Think he's not gonna make it.
samedi 14 février 2009

It's my fridge. The old Sanyo one. I think he's giving up on himself. :( Although he still blows air, its not cold anymore. The compartments all feel like they're at room temperature, even the freezer. Very saddening :( He wouldn't even have the chance to get donated somewhere or sold second-hand. He's headed for the scrapyard. And that makes me sad. Really. :(

Remember those days i had the multiplication tables, up to 12 magnet-ed on the fridge face. I had plenty of magnets. There's a tomato, a chilli, a magnetic whiteboard, a pastamania magnet, an eggplant (brinjal), a mango, a bunch of bananas, a Bishan NPC magnet and many more.

He's such a major part of my life that it pains me to see him die like that and imagine him getting squashed at the scrapyard and rotting. It's just. disgusting. and, painful. and whatever.

OK LingKang, maybe you're right. I'm sentimental. After all, this fridge is a major part of my childhood. :( Pains me to see him die and get moved away. It's like taking a part of my life away from me and I'd never get to see it again. :(

I thought might handwriting changed slightly, so i decided to take the test again.

This personality profile is based on the writing of Yong Liang Mun created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Yong Liang uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually inexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Yong Liang does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Yong Liang will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Yong Liang is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?" - Still the same as before...

Yong Liang tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Yong Liang writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Yong Liang will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you. - I think my writing is even smaller now. It's subconscious.

Yong Liang will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Yong Liang believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride. - Hoho. true. ego.

Yong Liang will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it! - Same as before.

Yong Liang has a desire for attention. People around Yong Liang will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character. - Still as attention seeking as before. lol

In reference to Yong Liang's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Yong Liang slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Yong Liang can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip. - here's the change. Variated humps. When i write slightly slower, the have a nice curve to it. Slightly quicker, it becomes pointy. Depends on mood, and stress level. I see the pointy one more often now.

Yong Liang is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Yong Liang basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average. - Same...

Yong Liang is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time. - I don't think i am very sacarstic, i'm not even good at it.

Yong Liang is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner. - Still the same.

Yong Liang is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Yong Liang 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment. - At the moment. I feel very drained.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Yong Liang has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Yong Liang fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Yong Liang has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Yong Liang seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Yong Liang seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin. - Still the same. I still don't know what unhealthy relationship i have with the past. Is it my fridge?

I think this analysis is very true lor. Sounds like me. although the small handwriting part is a bit wrong. I am not good at math and science. But I am introverted and don't like talking to people face to face. even more for people I don't know well. I don't even like to talk to them on MSN. The small groups part is very true haha.

Ok. So not much change :S LOL. I think I wanna do a full length handwriting analysis. It'd be cool to know myself better.

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