Dear Diary...
It's Day 1. AGAIN.
vendredi 2 janvier 2009

This day only comes once a year for probably 12 years? haha.

I'm on my 10th year :D

We've got 3 O levels SPAs this term. I'm really nervous. Week 6 we'll have bio. Week 7 we'll have Physics. Week 8 we'll have Chemistry. Although its skill 1, the weightage is still quite heavy, and i can't afford to screw it up (which i am very prone to). Got to make it work this time. (:

School was pretty mono today. Mr Fernandez just talked to us about JC (he's so confident haha!). And also asked how many of us were in a boy's school for 10 years. haha. Me! haha. (: Cool luh. I think I am very much attached to the school now. No matter who the principal is, 我爱公教. Honestly, if I went to another school, I might not be some ah beng with multiple piercings. Thank god I'm not. (:

Chinese classes have changed. We are now split according to our grades and standards. So I am still with Mr Lin. Hopefully I can get my A1 for CL (I will know on 15 Jan), so I can gladly continue mugging HCL, and get A1 for it (and get 4 points :D).

Had to leave early to supervise lower sec recess. Our lower sec prefects are pretty new, so they still need some guidance. whoo. I can't wait to let go of the reins. I need to mug. Honest. I don't want go China luh. (haha).

I am very scared this year I will not have the stamina to chiong/pia the whole year. This year feels quite long. And I know how stressful it gets after Term 1, and how torturous it becomes after Term 2, and how anxiety can kill you in Term 3. So...I'm really scared.

Can't afford to lose this fight. It seems hard to get into a (good) JC. Most probably the COP for NJC will be 6 (raw score) by next year. So it's going to be difficult for me. At least 6A1s. I don't think i have got 6 strong subjects. I'm on the edge. I'd be screwed if I don't make it. RJC is near, but very hiong. I doubt I will be able to adapt make it. NJC is the other near one, which I would really like to go. HCI is right beside it. Doubt i can go there though. I'd rather get 6A1s and have a headache choosing the right school, compared to getting screwed results and struggling to choose a JC to get into. Results, O levels, it's that important.

Do well in JC, go to U, get my honours for Psychology. Practice in SG as psychiatrist for a few years before deciding to further studies to get doctorate to serve as Psychologist. I've got it all planned. But things often do not go as planned.

I wanna be a chooser, not a beggar.

yongliang

Mug already la. Music is my only indulgence.


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