A THOUSAND CROSSINGS X

Dear Diary...
Emotions.
mercredi 26 mars 2008

He said to me to just try my best, and it will all be fine.
I told him wun try, i wud DO my best.
And i did.
enough of sacrifices,
we are supposed to sacrifice,
but how much?

2 years of being a subordinate.
this year finally my turn to have a go at being a NCO.
and what do i get? disrespect from my part.
I gave them a 3 minutes water break, and told dem to hydrate themselves.
and someone said 3 minutes is not enough to hydrate themselves.
What can i do?
Nothing. We are of the same rank.
And there was another, showing bad attitude throughout the whole training.
What can i do to him?
Nothing either.
They talk back to me, what can i do?
Nothing.

After giving solutions for all sorts of problems to all sorts of people all these years, i, myself am stumped with this problem. And there is no one to help me. Who i deemed as my friends can only give me 1 word answers in a conversation. What happened to the friends i thought i had. Where were all the solutions i can think of in a split second? i dunno. I really do not know.

He told me to try my best
I DID my best.

Only to be now disrespected by ppl of the same age as me.

I always thought i would be looked up at by people in this CCA.
And i end up being, disrespected, ignored.
I promised to give in my best by today.
I did.
But what did i get?
I'm sure u know.

he closed his diary at {20:43}

Probably 1 of the thousands of babies born in 1993,
Got his first whack on the ass on the morning of 030993. It was a Friday.
Preparing to face the world now in Catholic High School.

This guy is/was a:

:;Part D UDI:: 2008 (technically, but not in name)
::Part A UDI:: 2009
in the CHS NCC (Air) Unit
::Programmes Coordinator:: of the CHS Prefectorial Board.
::Marksman::! x3
::Orienteer::!
::Outdoor Adventure Leader::
::2 Star Kayaker::
::Bronze Swimmer:: (i'd drown)
::ex-Pilot::
::Pencil artist::
::Vector artist::
::Amateur Photographer::
::Amateur Pool Player::
::Narcissist::
<<@>>>
Last but not least, he THINKS he is a pretty nice guy :) (He actually is.)

He has so many likes, dislikes, and wishes that they have to be put into lists below. read more...

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Reading novels
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♥♥♥Jang Nara <3<3
♥♥♥Elaine Cassidy!<3
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Nikon DSLR
AF-S VR Zoom-Nikkor
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Stumpjumper FSR
Trek 1.2
Faber Castell Sketching Graphites
Prismacolor Sketching Charcoal
AVIATORS! (it's not a game :S google it):D
to have a Ferrari Laptop!!! (screams!)
to have the Sony T77 :D
to have a Ferrari F1 car model
financial freedom? i wanna be rich. filthy rich.
to have a new backpack
NEW NB SNEAKERS!
~~to have a Sony PSP~~ - I don't need one at all.
to have a better computer :D
to donate blood
to get good grades
~~to get NEOPRENE billabong pencil case~~
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.::13 Grandmothers::.
.::FOURoNers::.

A

.::Amanda::.
.::Anders::.
.::Avan::.

B

.::Balthus Ben::.
.::Benjamin Goh::.
.::Bryan Koh::.
.::Bryan Seah::.

C

.::Chang Jing::.
.::Christabel::.
.::Clarence::.
.::Clarissa::.

D

.::Darren Mok::.
.::Dong Lum::.
.::Donson Toh::.
.::Duo Geng::.

E

.::Edwin Liang::.
.::Eleanor Chia::.
.::Elgyn Lau::.
.::Ernest Tan::.
.::Eugenia::.
.::Eunice::.

G

.::GeRaLd LiNg::.
.::Gary Lai::.

H

.::Han Wen::.
.::HuI PiNg::.
.::Hui Yang::.

I

.::Irwin Lim::.
.::Ivan Yak::.

J

.::Janier::.
.::Jie Min::.
.::Jonathan Chew::.
.::Johnervan::.
.::Joshua Tan::.
.::Joen::. [dotter]
.::Joel Yow::.
.::Jun Hoe::.

K

.::KANAAAAAAAAAA::.
.::Kenneth Lim::.
.::Ken Seah::.
.::Keziah::.[sis]

L

.::LaU SwEe YaN::.
.::LeWiS TaN::.
.::Li YuAn::.
.::Ling Kang::.
.::LingLing::.
.::LingLing & Silvana::.

M

.::Martin::.
.::Monkey Clement::.

N

.::Nicholas Wee::.
.::Novell::.

O

.::OnG ToOn YaNg::.

P

.::Phyllis::.
.::Prince Pickles::.

R

.::Roslina Yong::.
.::Roy Goh::.

S

.::Silvana & LingLing::.

T

.::TaN Ek KiAt::.
.::Tawan Teo::.
.::Teck Lee::.
.::Teh Wei Jie::.

W

.::Wei En::.
.::Wei Jie::.
.::Wei Lun::.
.::Wei Kit::.[twin]
.::Wei Xuan::.[the robot beside me]
.::WeN XuAn::.

X

.::Xuan Yu::.

Y

.::Yan Rong::.
.::Yuk Tim::.
.::Yann Yih::.
.::Yong Hwee::.
.::Yu Cheng::.

Z

.::Ze Jun::.
.::Zong Xian::.
.::Zheng Xiang::.