Dear Diary...
Relapse of PMS?
mercredi 12 mars 2008

Wei kit said i got relapse of PMS.
Which means permanent mood swing.
What to do?
Nothing seems to be going well.

Today was like very heartwrenching. Made me reflect on how pathetic i am. People like Wei Kit have frens all over the school. Then today, afte chinese remedial, i had no idea who to ask to go out for lunch with. My NCC land frens are at camp, lao ba at camp, daughter at camp, Wei Kit not higher chinese, i dun mix with the gamblers of NCC air, new found frens had cca. I was prepared for anotehr lonely day, luckily there was still Yu Cheng.

Ever heard of someone who was out of frens?
Well if u haven't, let this be the first...
R u a fren?
I thought I had many friends,
but today i found out,
how little frens i have.

Also, i reflected. Now at 15, i have nothing to my name. People like Wei Xuan has a whole cupboard of medals and trophies. I only remember winnign a silver medal in a group event at a scouts meet, and winning a 20 dollar voucher from a drawing competition.

So i have a talent?
i don't know.
Wei Kit has PDS
Benedict has drawing
Yong Hwee has soccer.
Hui Yang has running.
Wei Xuan has (all kinds of) sports.
What do i have?
What activity would i turn to when i am most bored.
What do i have to show off to others?
Wei kit can show off his PDS moves,
Benedict can show off his art,
Yong Hwee can show of his soccer(kicks),
Hui Yang can show off his speed,
Wei Xuan can show off his accolades.

I once though i finally got something to proudly call mine.
But what happened?
1 stray shot cost me my pride.
1 stray shot cost my glory.
What in the world can i be proud of?
i don't know.


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