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Dear Diary...
help me... ._____.
lundi 11 mai 2009

I feel as if I wasted a day although I managed to do Chem revision, TYS, math revision TYS, SS 2003, and some reading of Bio. Because other than the SS that got involved thinking, I WAS BRAIN-DEAD FOR MOST OF MY REVISION! Argh.

My A math is a real goner. I spent the afternoon attempting endless differentiation and integration questions and always found myself stuck a the same kind of questions. those that involved trigonometry, and those that involved a combination of exponential and trigonometry. I get a headache whenever I see the e and sin, cos and tan. I don't like math. Mum says I am the kind of person which has to SEE something in PRACTICAL situations, complete with step by step DETAILED explanation before my brain allows me to believe and register something. And for some reason, the endless X and Ys, log ln e sin cos tan all seem like a bunch of crap to me. Looks like gibberish written by a child who haven't learnt how to spell and is simply having lots of fun putting random letter together.

Chem is confusing. I found myself referring to the textbook again and again and again while doing chem TYS. Somehow I can't link Acids and Bases, Salts, Qualitative Analysis and metals together. Can't multi-task when it comes to this. I find myself entangled in the tonnes of gibberish stuffed in my head.

SS and bio. Where I find my relief. :) Although I stopped bio early cos I knew what I knew and though it simply wasn't time to revise bio. I revise bio better nearer to the exams. :)

Finally did the hybrid questions for SS. Quite glad I just can't decipher the format of 1 question. Managed to do the rest, so see how it goes. L5? L6? :D

I WILL NOT TAKE MATH IN JC. GOODBYE MATH.
I think I'm gonna fail the retest of the punishable math test.

Sigh, I wonder where my talent really lies. My drawing is amateur, I'm not musically talented, I'm not a complete computer geek, I can't write, my photography isn't that good anyway. Now, I ask myself one question I cannot answer, "What's my purpose?"

Au Revoir

yongliang

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